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Desperate

by Avenoire

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Forget how to see, how to breathe
Watching everything get taken away from me
I know that my damage isn’t done
I watch my actions helplessly as grief engulfs all of my own needs
In perpetuating cycles
Chasing what I thought belonged to me

I find myself thinking of how we used to say goodbye
In our own kind of way but that’s not
How you spoke to me today
Now I watch with wounded eyes as you fail to recognize
That I broke down again tonight
I reach for fading hands

Indifference consuming me
I have to beg myself to feel anything
This indifference, it consumes me

I thought my sentiment
Would have meant something more to you
But the connection has lost its keep
I can't keep living inside of my defeat

Maybe with a metaphor
You'll understand the way
I chose to deal with this
So I can breathe again
Maybe as a memory
You can remember me
I chose to leave like this
I've burned my wilts down to ash

Indifference consuming me
I have to beg myself to feel anything
This indifference, it consumes me

I just wanna go back as if I never let go
Because you forgot to bring me with you when you left
When you left
Call me amorous
Towards my affliction of despair
But you don’t get that without it
There would be no home to bear
Amorous towards my affliction of despair
But without you there is no home to bear

Think about the night
My death will pass
Holistic memories
Holistic memories
Will never be the same without
Your presence guarding me

Can’t you see all the grief in me?

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released March 30, 2021
Created by Wyatt Hildebrandt and Alex Brodnicki.

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Avenoire Fort Worth, Texas

2 piece, online group making contemporary metalcore/deathcore.

-Wyatt Hildebrandt
-Alex Brodnicki

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